BEEBEEBERRY

2009-12-31T03:25:00.000+08:00

Im going to do a last post of 09,

despite the fact that I have to wake up in less that 3 hours to catch my flight to hk to spent the last day of 09.

Last day of 09 today(its 2.21am) and if i could sum up the year in a single word, I guess it has to be love. 09 acquainted me with many new faces and the one thing i've learnt this year would be not to judge someone by their looks. Looks are so deceiving that it can really suck you in and out.

Im not that little innocent girl that everyone knew 1 year back. Everyone said i've changed and I know I've changed a lot a lot, indeed, but I feel very happy about this change in me really !!

This year I lost the love of my life, N. This boy taught me so much in life & I really thank him for making me become the today me. He make me realise that one can never believe guy's words. They can say how much they love you and willing to give up everything for you but at the end, they are all lies. It was hell after losing him but I know that I had to go through everything to make me stronger. Perhaps the ultimate reasons lies bcuz he's my first. I loved him for the confidence he had in himself, that he never be wary of the other guys around me. I loved him for being very magnanimous, always giving in to me. I loved him for his sweet talks despite i knew they were lies. If you ever gets to see this, I just wanna tell you that there's a limit to everything. You've played a great role in my life and I'll keep the good times that we shared, deep down in my heart. However, the scar remains no matter what. Anyway, a big thank you for everything. Im not going to wish you happiness cuz I want you to be the one who wishes me that.

This year I grew close to a really awesome girl, Mosta. She made my days in London very meaningful. Stayingover at her house everyweek was the best thing ever. We would always be laughing for the most stupid reasons and sleeping as late as 6am. We go shopping, have nice food and party all day long. Most importantly, we are like the same kind of people. Our character is like so similar and we think the same way, towards our life and towards guys?! We pratically bitch about everyone which I know is a very bad thing to do, but tell me, who doesent bitch oh come on are you guys in 21st century !!!!

This year I drift apart from Shadow. All the blame lies on your visa. Why did your visa had to expire. Why did u not renew it earlier. Why did you leave without saying a proper goodbye. Why did you not manage to spent quality time with me before you go back to cn. Why did you had to leave !!!! But omg i cant believe it im going to spent the first min of 2010 with you tmr. Everything starts anew in 2010(:

This year I drift apart from Baby Huimin cuz most of my time is spent all in UK, and this girl here has found the love of her life and sooo blessed in her current relationship and ditching her best friend away. I hate you so much for that but i hope everything would be back to be like the past when I come back to sg for good.

This year everything has been good with my family. They have and will always be my priority. I know that no matter what happenes in life, I'll always have them beside me and their unconditional love for me.

This is not over yet and there's still so much to write for 09 but Im too tired to go on furthur. I'll update when im at the airport later if i feel like it.

Sure everything wasn't all fine and dandy throughout 09 but as always I still choose to leave the bad behind. Anyways, this year the impossible was made possible but this has to be kept to myself heeheexzxzx.

2009-11-14T06:51:00.001+08:00

Buzz buzz buzzzzzzzzzz.
'Not out on a friday night?'

Sigh sigh sigh, yes its friday night, and its raining!!!
I just went through a fanatic rain, lol the umbrella turn upside down wtf?!
We fooled around, giving out our ultimate laughter in the rain^^

I've kinda decided that I wont go out this weekend,
cuz
I guessed at this point of time, only staying here would make me feel happier.
I need to get away from everything !!!!!!

Yes I know im escaping from reality and I have face it back sooner or later.
But doing what makes yourself happy is the best damn thing in life isnt it!!

2009-10-23T18:51:00.003+08:00

不在乎天长地久，
但毕竟曾经拥有。。。

2009-10-22T18:00:00.001+08:00

I believe,
someone worth having is someone worth waiting for<3

I thought of you and I smiled.
I heart you.

♥

Day off

2009-10-21T21:20:00.000+08:00

Oh like for Fuck's sake, I seriously dont understand guys sometimes..Like totally wtf !!!!!!!!!
When does it ever takes for you to understand...to understand...

Anyway, its Wednesday. Lectures cancelled, & i Guess I'll be heading down to Bristol later.

My 3rd week here, I'm starting to get used to everything. Despite having spent my weekends in London, I still love Bath for its serenity^^

Still deciding whether to go back home for x'mas, dont know dont know dont know !!!!!!!!
Feel so effin' tired flying here and there every holiday T.T.

2nd weekend London.

2009-10-19T06:59:00.001+08:00

Down to London this weeekend again.
Life's been like usual.

Fuck my life like seriously, really need to change it!!!!

It was her birthday (:

On the train...

My pretty babygirl(:

At Stephanie's house.

High tea on Sunday at Selfridges, nice nice.

On the way back to bath.

SUNNY=)

Is it really true when people say... 'absence makes the heart grows fonder'?

Mm Alright, goodbye peeopos.

2009-10-13T19:30:00.001+08:00

Im finally quite settled down in the UK. But Im missing my family and friends so much !!!

I keep travellling all around. Down the hill, to Bristol, to London etc. Havent really got the time to take a good rest...

& I've fallen SICK !!!!!!! Gosh I keep coughing and down with flu. My throat is effin' sore !!! The fucking weather here is killing me.

I wanna go back to Singapore so badly now:(

This was in Bristol with my mom.

Gosh I miss you so much Mommy, wondering if you do pop by my blog .

See I always keep Singapore in my mind hahaha.

At the abby in Bath. Boring city but their heritage is awesomexzxz.

See my 爸-比 so cute, I miss you 爸-比 !!!!!!!

My first weekend was spent in London and it was total hectic craziness !! Met up with Shadow babygirl and it was so good seeing her again. Luv luv her so much. She always take extreme great care of me whenever we're tgt.

Shadow shadow, so pretty !!

& Sylvia, gosh you're just like before and I enjoy having heart-to-heart talks with you!! I would love to go to Manchester very soon alrghtxzxzxz. You must come to Bath to find me too !!

Im going to have my dinner now and have to rest early.

Take care peepos! (:

2009-09-24T23:00:00.001+08:00

Things have changed. My friends around me have changed, likewise myself. It has only been a year, sounds kinda long, but in this year, you would never expect what things would have actually become!

I know my priorities, but i do take my friends in mind too, but its like people alwayssss tend to take things for granted. Oh whatever, even if i lost you someday, its you who cause it. I made efforts to hold this friendship, but if you dont give a fucking single care, I cant do anything about it either.

Anyway, on a happier note, my week has been fabulous !! So like I met up with the favourite girls 2 days back and we reminsced our good old times. We could like sit down in a cafe and talk for hours, diregarding the time and not bearing to leave. But in the end we finally left for sheeeeeshhhhh at haji lane.

Foursome loves. So sad Im leaving very soon :(

Otherwise there's sure more to come!!

Missed this sexay hell loadzxzxzxxz, finally got to see her !!

Friends for life, we said we will attend each other's wedding very soon hahahaxzxz.

& yesterday, I met up with C and JY. Omg really like her friends, they're all so nice people !! Especially JY, who gave me a so-sweet msg this morning.

This was what the best friend gave my for my birthday, which was like close to a month ago!! & I like it so much. I dont know why, I just like my friends to give me sth special which could be so full of memories. Expensive gifts aint necessary !! This sounds so not me cause my closer friends know I own expensive stuffszxz but sth like scrapbooks would mean so much more to me as a gift !! You can buy me Chanel or Hermes if you can afford hahahaxzzx kidding !! Yeah, a lil thing done by yourself would be the best thing alive !!

C knows I loveeeee leopard prints to the maxzxzxxzz!!! This explains the back of the book with fury nice leopard coverings.

Then I watched them play rugby at night as sajc(:

2009-09-16T02:10:00.002+08:00

This week just come and go in a blink of eye.

Shopping with my mum. Fel's departure back to sf.Dinner with my family to celebrate my chinese birthday.Shopping again.Sleeping.High tea.....

Anyway, I was talking to babyC on msn just now.
& we both wanna go back to our childhood times.

Reminiscing, we had childish arguments over this 2 lil girls call joellyn and and her sis, forget her name. Wondering how they're doing now lol. Oh & we showered tgt too omgzxzxz can you believe it we saw each other's ..... that was really the best times of my life.

Things just aint like the past anymore. Now, you think before whatever you do , calculating the consequences behind it and also many many other problems too like your love life blahzxzx.

But tonight, I had a long chat with N and finally ended everything with him and Im very glad that we're still friends. I dont know if this seems good or bad but everything will tell when I go back to UK if i go back. But now, it still seems to be on the good side yeahhhhhhhhhhh.

Now, I have a sudden urge to learn driving omgzxzxzx !! I want a car badly.

(Damn I have fattttt cheeks.)

♥ beebeeberry

Fanatic craze

2009-09-10T03:30:00.000+08:00

Omgzxzxzxz ystd night was so funnnxz.
We shall have more of this in time to come alrightzxzxzx, C?

Love is all around

2009-09-08T23:31:00.000+08:00

Hello,